Its over...for now...
I sat down and had a 45min conversation with her. And it went like this she said " she didn't feel loved, she wasn't happy, she wasn't in love with me at the end for the last two months, Oh yeah the good one I hurt her too much" and I said "you know what, I want you to realize that I love/care for you as much as I could! And if it wasn't good enough for you I'm sorry! But I did my best!" and then she goes I was happy after I dumped you until you where trying to fix things and talking to me" and my response to that was "I care for you/love you and you have been a huge part in my life and I didn't want to lose it" and her response was just "stay out of my life, I dont want you no more" and I stood up and said "Ok,I wish you the best" and I left. I have a feeling one day she will come back and say I was wondering if we can give it another chance, and I'm gonna say I'm sorry, It didn't work out. But not just no but HELL NO! And hopefully by then I will have a better and hotter girlfriend!
Allan
Ps: I still miss her...