New twist to the saga, not a surprise per say with dirt bikes, but maybe a cross road or a signal to acknowledge age and mortality, not sure.
Anyway, riding some trails that were logged not to long ago, and a 6 inch diameter stump was laid over and jutting out on the inside of a corner, hidden by some long grass. Caught my right foot and pinched my big toe between the stump and the foot peg. Caught it just right (or wrong) depending on how you want to phrase it. Nearly severed my toe off (I was wearing fairly good boots, but they are more geared to adventure riding). I knew it was bad right away. Picked myself up and the bike, rode back to the truck and loaded the bike up. The whole time debating weather I was going to have it looked at. Once I got the bike loaded my boot started feeling really squishy, so I sat down on the trailer and pulled it off, sock was bright red. Oh shit, I gotta get it looked at. The initial guy that saw it at the ER told me I might loose the toe, but that was not the case. It actually kinda degloved the top of it, I broke the toe bone, but no displacement. The resident flushed it and flipped it back on like a cap and sewed it up. I get to keep the toe. That was two weeks ago.
The dilemma, I am 56 reasonably good shape, but I spend all summer beat up from the bike which has been ok so far, but I have not broken anything since I started riding again. I am kinda like a junkie, the bike has been hugely beneficial mentally, better than any drug, but I don't want to end up maimed or seriously injured on one hand, and I want to keep pushing on the other. Not sure I can govern myself, I just keep pushing the envelope. Very depressing thinking of giving it up at this point, and at the same time it would be stupid to get really injured. If I lost the big toe, it would be over, which for a few hours seemed likely. The thing that really bothers me is I was just cruising when I caught the stump (not doing anything stupid), it was a bit of a surprising circumstance which may be a once in a century chance event, or maybe I should take it as a warning.
Thoughts?