Reminds me of when I bought my first big bore revolver. I lived in California at the time. I saved a long time to buy a new Ruger RedHawk in 44 mag. Finally bought one & then had to wait out the 15 day waiting period before I could take it home. I lived in the city & the only indoor range wouldn't allow magnums. I ended up waiting about 2-3 months before I could go on a desert road trip before I finally shot it for the first time. Of course by then I had dry-fire practiced several hundred to a thousand times while driving the little woman about crazy. LOL. Hang in there.
~JM~