Wow, I'm glad for you and sad for you all at the same time. You are with the best group of guys on the planet now and use us Buick guys as your "out." I'm sure Lisa is watching over you and will want you to be happy. I'm thankful that the two of you had the enjoyment you had and the shared time together. Thanks for being a good person!
Thanks jdpolzin,
Yeah a crazy mix of emotion here too... I am happy for knowing the love we shared it was like no other... Most people will never know what we had and I am thankful we had it. I am sad that God decided he needed her more than I did but also happy to know she was ok going with him... I am thankful for all of you. I am thankful for Gene Fleury and his friendship and the daily phone calls making sure I am ok... For him making me part of his family... He is one in a million.. For all of my family and friends and all they have done for me..
Lisa came to see me the other day in my waking moment and she gave me a piece of her mind. I knew it was her because no one has ever talked to me like she did... She said to me.. " hey man get over it. You are alone and you need to be ok with it. It wont be forever. You need to get out and do what you love. Meet new people and move on with your life. I love you and need you to be ok... I also need you to know that you cant spend your life working. You need to enjoy everyday. You worked 26yrs to be where you are today and the company will run itself without you.. Go do something for Mike"
The 2 weeks prior to this little meeting I was having a very hard time. Today is day 11 of my good days... I am thankful that she came to see me and set my course straight again... I miss her so but know she is watching me. I will continue with my good days thanks to everyone in my life.... I will continue being that good person she made me into..